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Tuesday, February 1st, 2005
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5:27p - the brain is just the weight of god
today was so beautifully productive
if i could work out a way that every single day was like today, i'd probably face little to no depression in my life
the problem with that being the ubiquitous chicken/egg bullshit
but i'm happy for the moment
tomorrow i have therapy. life has been hell and i fear a descent, so i'm cutting it off before it happens. nothing more, nothing less. there might be medication involved in this venture
there might not be
i have no reason to be afraid as of yet, this is going to be a positive change much like my lovely planner
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emily dickinson is a godsend
one i always failed to fully appreciate
and so my life is rid of jesus these days (historical of course)
in its place is dr. sincliar, dr. brooks, and dr. dunn
my 3 favorite dr's
though brooks' class is a bit dry for me, (technology never being my strong suit) it balances wonderfully with all this literature and feminist theory. did i mention crazy grace is in that class?
i had not seen her in months, probably close to a year, and the first thing she says to me as i lean in to hug her...
"where is dr. brooks' ring?"
ha
the girl is completely insane!
she fears he hates her.
i need a paper journal
i'm working on meter... something i never paid much attention to, so my other journal should be full of new stuff soon
also, more pictures on the way
current mood:  productive
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